I have a lot to be thankful for. Why then, do I sin? God gave me clear signs of his displeasure towards me playing cards. It is an earthly, sinful thing. I got my mircule package from Taiwan and yet, I still choose to win against God. Wow Lord, forgive me. You warned me twice and gave me time and other hints to repent. Why am I still so stubborn? Lord, forgive me. I have sinned. I should have spent the time praying and worshipping you, Lord. Forgive me for comparing myself to others. I am so negative. God knows everything, let him be the judge.
There’s more to that song, but I am too tired to finish it. Lord, forgive me and please give me strength. I sin all the time, but please give me reminders if I am sinning against you.
+ I am here to worship God and not myself.
+If pleasures and joy should come on my way to the cross, then I will gladly take pleasure in them, otherwise, I will shun them as distracters.